On my heart.

Sometimes, I just wish it was ok to say whatever the h--- I wanted to say.

But it's not, no matter how much I am hurting, angry or disappointed. It's not because I am called as a Christ follower to act in love. It is hard for me to do this sometimes  a lot of times, and it's even harder for me to remind myself that we are all sinners and that we all fall short.

I found this quote today, "I am thankful for the difficult people in my life. They have shown me exactly who I do not want to be." -Author unknown

Sometimes, especially today I realize how true this is. No matter how difficult some people may be, or how much they hurt me or hurt those around me that I love, I remember that Christ works in all things and is SO much bigger than me; He is so much bigger than my hurts, or my anger or anything!

So today, this is on my heart. It is heavy with hurt, and with the struggle to not allow bitterness to overcome me.

So I remind myself once again, that I am stronger because of this and I am surrounded by so many people that love me.

I'm going to yoga EVERY DAY this week, because it's a great way to procrastinate studying I love it, and it makes me healthy and happy. So, I'm going to focus on that and on the man who has my heart, here on earth and on He who made my heart and knows everything in it.

The man who holds my heart, through everything. How dearly I love him.